:)

You've got a face for a smile oh you know, a shame you wasted when you're breaking me slowly but I've got a world of chances for you, I've got a world of chances for you, I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through...
Maybe you'll call me someday, hear the operator saying the number is no good and she had a world of chances for you she had a world of chances for you, she had a world of chances, chances you were burning through...
Oh, I'm going my own way, my faith has lost strenght again...
Oh, it's been too hard to say, we've fallen at the edge again...
We're at and end, we're at and end.

Why?

Solo me pregunto por qué. ¿Por qué hay gente que me quiere pisotear, arruinar la vida, hacerme daño, hacerme sufrir, buscarme problemas y alegrarse del mal que me hacen?. Solo y únicamente tengo claro que quien quiera hacerme perder en el juego de mi vida, lo lleva claro, porque de tonta tengo poco y mi inteligencia es amplia y muy abierta hacia todas las posibilidades... Así que todos los anónimos que me intentan hacer caer en una depresión, que sepan que NUNCA lo conseguirán porque yo se como soy y lo que hago, y no tengo razones por apenarme de lo que ellos opinen de mi o se inventen porque ellos, esos gilipollas que me escriben, no me conocen.

Ojalá que te jodan la vida, anónimos de mierda.

Trcn.

It isn't easy to understand. I used to be the kinda friend who never wanted to shine, who was always behind you, behind you, the supposed friend , my supposed best friend. I usually was the second one who stood after you. You always wanted to be the best in everything, you always tried to bring me down and got your self higher than mine, but all I can say now is, that I was blind. Plainly blind and stupid. I used to hear you everyday talking about you, you said that you're pretty and that some boys are falling for you, and I think now that, You? pretty? BALLS¡ Look at you, please, look... And I don't think that some boys are falling in love with you, They only want to be with the bitch and whore of shift and have a good-time with you sucking their cock. And tell me, do you ever meant to be my real best friend who helps me in my problems? I answer, NO. You only wanted me to introduce you to my friends, to know the boys that I love and be his best friend and their next girlfriend, and to see only you un the mirror, and to be the perfect girl, and to be the person who has everything that more people have. Yes, fucking jelous you, yes, yes, yes... I cannot understand why I chose you and I left my other BFF's... I don't know and obviously I regreat everyday... But now, you get what you want. But not for more time...

♥Freedom

 Just tried to hide my face of all those flashes that made me think of you once...

Cuz you are the only one that will stay for a very long time on my mind, and i just wanna keep my memories in myself, like it never happened.

Skyscraper♥

Sola, perdida, indiferente, desolada, triste, inerte...
Es el conjunto de sentimientos que más dolor puede causar, que más problemas puede conllevar... En fin, trato de no sentirme así, casi con ganas de no existir, casi muerta mi alma me pide que resista, que siga adelante, que luche por mí misma y para conseguir la única recompensa; Yo, mi ser. Y todo empezó por él, la única causa capaz de despertar en mi un sentimiento gigante, enorme, maravilloso, infinito, llamado AMOR.¿Por qué?. No lo sé. Tal vez si supiera que fue exactamente lo que hizo que ese sentimiento se despertara en mi, quizás ahora ya hubiera descubierto como minimizar ese amor, como disminuirlo, sin hacerlo desaparecer, simplemente porque no quiero. Ese amor era bonito, iluso ya de por sí, pero sobre todo, tenía esperanzas aunque cada día desaparecen pero vuelven a aparecer y así continuamente. Viví el momento más maravilloso e inigualable que he vivido en toda mi vida y aunque no se, no fue nada del otro mundo, fue especial, fue maravilloso, fue increíble, fue extraordinario, fue simplemente PERFECTO. Pero no sé que fue peor, el sentir tanto en tan poco tiempo y por mucho tiempo, o perderte literalmente. No, no se donde estás ahora mismo y lo quiero saber... pero no. He vivido de todo, he estado por los suelos, sin vida, sin ganas de nada, sin felicidad, dependiendo únicamente de un recuerdo, que es eso, un recuerdo, que siento cada día que lo voy olvidando y me duele olvidarle con el paso del tiempo aunque quiero y me duele volver a recordar y sentir lo que un día fue mi historia, NUESTRA historia.
Mi único escalón para poder salir de ese sentimiento tan angustioso fue el saber que tú existes todavía, que si una vez te conseguí, quiero conseguirte otra vez y tenerte siempre. Porque tal vez, tengo que fingir mucho tiempo que estoy feliz aunque es imposible, tú te llevaste la mitad de mi corazón y no se como recuperarla, aunque realmente me gustaría que siempre la tuvieras tú, porque el destino hizo que te perteneciera y así es...
PD: Nunca podré decir que estoy enamorada, porque no se lo que es realmente estarlo.

15♥

You take a deep breath
And you walk through the doors
It's the mornin of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
And try to stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year
And you're gonna be here for the next 4 years
In this town
Hopin' one of those Senior boys
Will wink at you and say you know I have'nt seen you around before

cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feelin' like there's nothin to figure out

Count to ten
Take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to red-head Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughi'n at the other girls
Who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can


And then you're on your very first date
And he's got a car
And you're feelin like flyin
And you're momma's waitin up
And you're thinkin he's the one
And you're dancin around the room when the night ends
When the night ends

cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
And your first kiss makes your head spin around

But in your life you'll do things
Greater than datin the boy on the football team
I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now


Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams in life
And Abigail gave everything she had
To a boy who changed his mind
And we both cried


cuase when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall


I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
at fifteen

but everything was a lie...

Everybody hurts♥

Don’t know, don’t know if I can do this on my own .Why do, you have to leave me?. It seems like I’m losing something deep inside of me... Hold on, on to me .Now I see,Now I see...Everybody hurts somedays ,it’s ok to be afraid .Everybody hurts, everybody screams, everybody feels this way...And it’s ok. It feels like nothing really matters anymore, when you’re gone I can’t breath. And I know you never meant to make me feel this way...This can’t be happening...

Jump then fall

She was scared of it all, watching from far away...
She was living a role, never knew just when to play,
And she tried to survive, living a life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
But you giving me strength to find home.

Fearless~~

Sin miedo a equivocarme,
Sin miedo a cometer un error,
Sin miedo a estropearlo todo,
Sin miedo sentir el amor,
Sin miedo dejar escapar la rabia,
Sin miedo a olvidarte,
Sin miedo a herirte,
Sin miedo a lo que digan los demás,
Sin miedo a mi.